A person of NO regrets… A soul of complete sober senses… YET ciggie I could do u without for the lust & longings I had for thee. thrust the words of dignity… throw away my sinful pride to spread the unwilling truth….. I CANT LIVE WITHOUT U…. call me a LOSER…call me a WHATEVER….. when u wana DO IT…JUST DO IT…says my favourite NIKE slogan……
 
In prospective… I see i had only myself & my health to answer to…thanks for all that once encouraged… sorry to those which of high hopes..
The day will dawn not just not quite so yet as I see a tomoro …always yearning fear ….ADIOS to health…bulls to TREND… I m just a kitkat that dwells …….in the underworld of sinful threats
 
To be friendly somewhat has been my SLOGON… yet does that potriat me as WILD..UNTAMEBLE… AGGRESIVE.. etc ..??? when I m new in an enviornment or with strangers at sight…. this soul & senses of mine tends to clam up …SO I AM Arrogant? Aggressive… Unfriendly??? & if  circumstances makes me felt homely… they call U a “SL*T”… i kinda find humans weird & unreasonable…by the by.each & evry living being is entitle to their own perception…. I ZIP UP. Shall I endure?? dun b silly kitkat..u dun rule the universe…u dun hv a Freaking choice…
 
I have learn lessons after lessons & each cost more… be it $ wise or other precious deeds that r taken away…yet ..wth little regrets or none… I let the future of a black Penny roam… it will straighten somwat..smhow…. b strong & face FACTS…. face the juvenile..face the CROOKS…face watever that would be dawn upon thee…. for a brighter side is just  a couple of street down the path…..lead with pride…walk with dignity…face thy destiny…. ALL IS GOOD>>>