If One does have a choice of path between "to be sadly ALIVE… or to be happily DEAD???" what is yours?
If one does not prefer the Latter… I cannot detect the salvage or tolerance of thy dictation of MANKIND or simply "LIFE!"..
Life is of such translucent STAGE…. so fragile & vularable… is that indolence that exist which NO one could resist?
Helplessly Depressed over NO issues IS my KEY issue…… over what?? absolutely impossible as I have a image to live up to man… when finding myself pathing to the planet of LONE…solitary….I am terrified. Seemed eras had passed me rapidly… So many great companions around …so many offers … & I rather let myself descend in another sphere that huants, that creeps, …. I am letting my WHOLE self sprawl… allowed lazying ..& waiting for my angel of enlightment to extract me out of this current F**Kup situation….. What people reckon as SELF SOUL DESTROY?? you are looking a pathetic one but I will be out of this SH*T HOLE in no time… OMG…. this exact words seem so familar…. like 12 months or less ago..welll…. somewhat…somehow… I will be out of THIS…..
sympathy not requested nor necessary… it is a theory one had to learn & gain guidance from it… Not all huamns are perfectly well…. in many aspects… you gain some…you lost more….

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