A soul thats self reprimanding – the more forgiving , the more intense where simply no one realized 

A question mark seems my final answer even through prayers thru self soothe & self sympathized .  
A splendid entourage roams itself apart sparingly 

A juvenile reflection mirrored it’s mind wanderingly   

with fluttered sentiments , 

with unexpect excitements ,

A phenomenal state of phenom epitomized ! 

mesmerized , bedazzled in its own paradise! 
The emotional state that used to bottle deep down now could no longer hold back the traumatize,

The friendships of betrayal could be just my perceptional deficit which is why I made it publicized ! 
Sluggish Cognitive Tempo – the lethargic without the stimulants & prejivelation –some general knowledge that the general population has no compassion nor knowledge less said. To empathize…..

Looking back repeatedly for evidence that not many of normal population has practical records.. Mine revealed not by assumption but reference records by academic report card’s but revealed also conducts & comments that was 3 decades’s old spelled conducts of – the day dreaming , spacey ..& HYPOactivity ( chatterbox) – Helplessly accepting fate with no deny over my destination since choices is just to learn more to cope with the growing pains of my adolescent son .. That’s even harder to swallow when awaken yet again with the repeated calls from the school that I refrained to have him diagnose wandering if I did it affirmatively wrong from right?.. — 

Mind wandering is a state of spacey , day dreaming , mind double tasking alike –

Joseph Brodsky wrote this poem to clearly describe with analysis of what it’s like .
Could that be the truth that lies behind such phenomenon genetic inheritance that’s disturbingly yet chronically indifferent of an accused stoner which fails to pay attentions while like a clown ..falling into the drain tat was reminded & still comply … .?? What is mind double tasking while beyond neurological trait beneath its giftedness lies ? 
Poet Joseph Brodsky described it as a “psychological Sahara,” a cognitive desert “that starts right in your bedroom and spurns the horizon.” The hands of the clock seem to stop; the stream of consciousness slows to a drip. We want to be anywhere but here.[12]
Wallas (1926) considered mind-wandering as an important aspect of his second stage of creative thought – incubation.[15g